missing you was never easy;

will it help, really?
if I cried and yearn for you every night?

been away for far too long

i made a promise not to jump
and abandon,

i guess i forgot the promises.

nothing is better than being back here.

been a crazy month,
with a blink,
wa hey, its November now.

I love November.
because it marks a new beginning soon,

I love November
because of the weather,

I love November
because I can't wait for dreamy Christmas

I absolutely adore November,
because all my fav people;
share their birthday month with me.

but that also mean, i hate it because I am practically going broke.

which may make me not like November anytime soon.

lol*

Finally, I have been waiting so long.

Seen you once in Hongkong
and loved how you bring up the crowd.

Congrats on this new one,
after so long, its like a finally!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TSWb-9DKFmI

you managed to get this hit spinning in my head
ever since the first day.

this gotta stop.

help?

I'll be fine;

On and on the pain goes on
And it wouldn't
just wouldn't die
我竟遠比想像中軟弱且無能為力對你的眼神選擇了逃避
恨自己
恨自己

On and on the pain lives on
It's hurting so much more
就讓我被悔不當初的罪惡吞去懲罰過後能否帶來解脫
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

So many cries
listening to God
讓堅強不只是種偽裝

So many lies
listening to you
天亮後
I will be fine

On and on the pain goes on
and I just don't know how to cope
伸手抱住自己是否就能夠不再空虛最後信念
別放棄

I will be fine
I will be fine

My Love

Officially addicted.

People walk in out of your life, who are those that stays;

have you ever sit down
and count how many true friends are in your list?
in your facebook, there could be 150 people in it,
or more,

but how many in there among all those,
are your true friends.

Could you name them?

Can you actually recall
when you identify them as your true friend,

what did they do to get that spot in your heart.

How many of them shared their feelings with you in the past
and they just don't do that any more

How many of them listen to you,
when you are happy and sad and angry
and be there for you,
but never let you know
when they are crying to their own problems

How many of them were
so so so close to you before
and now they are just like a cotton candy thread
blurred in your memory

Have you ever remembered you believed
she/he could and will be your best friend forever,

but forever never did come.

ever since, they have conveniently forgotten about you
that one fine day and
abandon you for their new "IN" friends or their bgr.

I have about less than 10 of friends that
were true to me,
while I am to them.

How about you?